| WHeN GoD mADe YoU, He MUStVe beEn THInKinG AbOUt Me... |
[Friday
February 3rd, 2006
11:13pm] |
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Shew! I have had NO time for anything lately, between classes, work, and well of course SLEEP! haha * Tonight I got off work at 9 and home around 10. Pretty much spent the whole day at work, which wasnt tooo awful. But I am going to update about yesterday!
I got up about 9 which I had planned to get up at 8 haha but no big suprise if you really know me ... got ready got directions from TJ and then headed to Clinton, Tn. I got there about 2:45 and we went to Tj's appt. Watched Tv for a while and then headed out in town. He gave me a tour and we went to eat at his family's resturant! After that we went to his Grandma's . It was interesting, I like meeting peoples familys and he is probably the sweetest grandson anyone could ask for ! After that we went back to the appt. for a while, looked at old pictures , which is ALWAYS interesting! It was gettin late and I had a long drive back to, after that I headed towards home and got here about 12:30, it made for a LOnG day but was well worth it ! That boy is truely a beautiful. I am really starting to care for him! and he is suCh a CuTTiE! haha * right now I am a VERY VERY lucky girl* hE kEePS mE SMilINg
Matchbox Romance- Tiger Lily
we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
if i could only stop the car
and hold on to you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things any worse.
why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things any worse.
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| ThEY AsK AbOUt tHIS CoNsTANt sMILe and I hAVE to Tell ThEM itS BeCAuSE oF YOU<3 |
[Thursday
January 19th, 2006
1:21pm] |
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**<3 YoU FoUNd Me <3**
Is this a dream?
If it is
Please don't wake me from this high
I've become comfortably numb
Until you opened up my eyes
To what it's like
When everything's right
I can't believe
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me
So, here we are
That's pretty far
When you think of where we've been
No going back
I'm fading out
All that has faded me within
You're by my side
Now everything's fine
I can't believe
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
You found me
And I was hiding
'Til you came along
And showed me where I belong
You found me
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know?
How did you know?
You found me
When no one else was lookin'
How did you know just where I would be?
Yeah, you broke through
All of my confusion
The ups and the downs
And you still didn't leave
I guess that you saw what nobody could see
You found me
* YES there is BOY * I am the happiest I have been in a long time *
" HE's MOrE HEaVEn thEN A HEaRT cOULd HOlD, HeS sOoO BEaUTiFUL,A BeAUTiFUL DiSAStER "
<3 U Tj
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[Sunday
January 8th, 2006
7:58pm] |
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Don't really have a lot to say right now cept life's a bitch sometimes , if it doesnt kill you it makes you stronger and teaches you a lesson, somtimes friends will leave your side but if they are really your friend they will come back. That is about all right now Xcept for these wonderful lyrics I have fallin in love with ...
Tiger Lily- Matchbox Romance
we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by,
with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise,
with the end surely near.
if i could only stop the car
and hold onto you,
and never let go...
i'll never let go.
as we round the corner
to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawl of you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words
but i guess i'll just bite my tongue,
and accept "someday, somehow"
as the words that we'll hang from.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.
why does tonite, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.
and i... don't want to speak these words.
cause i, don't want to make things anyworse.
Rise Against - Swing Life Away
Am I loud and clear, or am I breaking up?
Am I still your charm, or am I just bad luck?
Are we getting closer, or are we just getting more lost?
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
I've been here so long, I think that it's time to move
The winter's so cold, summer's over too soon
Let's pack our bags and settle down where palm trees grow
I've got some friends, some that I hardly know
But we've had some times, I wouldn't trade for the world
We chase these days down with talks of the places that we will go
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand....until you hold my hand
I'll show you mine if you show me yours first
Let's compare scars, I'll tell you whose is worse
Let's unwrite these pages and replace them with our own words
We live on front porches and swing life away,
We get by just fine here on minimum wage
If love is a labor I'll slave till the end,
I won't cross these streets until you hold my hand
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[Sunday
January 1st, 2006
11:04pm] |
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SadE--- By Your Side
you think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
you think i'd leave you down when you're down on your knees
i wouldn't do that
i'll tell you you're right when you want
and if only you could see into me
ha ah ah ah ah ah
oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
when you're on the outside baby and you can`t get in
i will show you you're so much better than you know
when you're lost and you're alone and you cant get back again
i will find you darling and i will bring you home
and if you want to cry
i am here to dry your eyes
and in no time
you'll be fine
you think i'd leave your side baby
you know me better than that
you think id leave you down when you're down on your knees
i wouldn't do that
i'll tell you you're right when you want
and if only you could see into me
ha ah ah ah ah ah
oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
when you're low
i'll be there
by your side baby
oh when you're cold
i'll be there
hold you tight to me
oh when you're low
i'll be there
by your side baby
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[Monday
December 26th, 2005
12:43am] |
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yAll d0 thiS f0r mE...
P0sT an0nymous:
-One Secret
- One compliment.
- One complaint.
- One thing you just wanted to tell me but couldn't.
- One quote that reminds you of me.
- How long we've been friends.
- And a hint to who you are!
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[Thursday
December 8th, 2005
6:06pm] |
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1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
sounds wierd but I have a scar on my eYe bAll, Lauren poked me in the eye with a paint brush when we were little
2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
ah new room @ home so no deco. yet, and in the Dorm just pictures
3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
Silver and PINK spArklies
4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
Pretty much everything
5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
no not exactly
6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
my friends from home* and a b0y *lol*
7. WHAT DO YOU MISS AT TIMES?
those kindergarten days when nothing matterd except nap and play time haha * My friends (especially Andrew Carter), and old times*
8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
hard ?... friends family, and my clothes
9. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
victoria Secret lotion, or Yankee candles
10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
somtimes
11. IF YOU DIED TOMORROW:
I hope people would come to my funeral( like me and jess always talk about), and I hope that people would miss me, and I would regret very little
12. THE LAST PERSON WHO MADE YOU CRY?
a boy...
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
I love Victoria Secret Angel
14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
darK N sHorT
15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO AT?
oh gosh, I have NO idea...I guess somwhere that is special to me and that person
16: DO YOU LIKE PORN?
I think its funny ...
17. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
hRmmm...> )3 <...the person that I had a HUGE fallin out with during break
20. DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
haha NO* but Lauren and I used to try to make up languages when we were little
21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
dont know
28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
Deffinatly ... why miss out on what could possibly be a great experiance? I dont think you can control falling in l0ve
29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
fAce to fAce let it all go
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
60
31. BLONDES, REDHEADS OR BRUNETTES?
dUh! Brunettes
32. WHAT IS ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
home, or Jessi
33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
shew, toooooo mAny things. lol* little things anoy me... like people on foodstamps but still have money for a cell phone WTF? and yes people that all they do is make up rumors, and talk about people.
34. HAVE YOU EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
haha. YeA
39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
went to Walmart and Taco Bell
40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
hrmmm...
41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
I was...well...BORED of course
42. WHAT DO YOU LIKE ON YOUR PIZZA?
pepperoni,cheese,sausage, and I LoVe the cAli pizza from Pizza Plus
43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
Probably DIE! haha * nah id prolly be a lil upset
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
dUh! a CAR! lol
45. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF IT SUDDENLY STARTED RAINING BLOOD?
ewwwwwww!
46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
yeah, my aunts
47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
somtimes ;)
48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
shYea Id have to say the Middle Finger
49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
ahh, dunno its been a lil while
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
yeah, somtimes
51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
TuRkEy or ChIckEn
52. ANY BAD HABITS?
of course! procrastination (sp?)
53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
aQua, or Nsync
54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
haha yeah,I think im a pretty trustworthy and nice person, and fun to be around
55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
yeah, I think everybody has
56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yeah of course a little, who can say they dont?
57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
ah first I get really mad, and then I just get sad
58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
My dorm UGH!
59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
I think so , but then when they fuck it up, they never get it back
60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
dolls, Barbies
61. WHAT CLASS IN SCHOOL DO YOU THINK IS TOTALLY USELESS?
at times I feel like it all is, but in reality none of it is completly useless
62. DO YOU HAVE A JOURNAL?
UH..... YEAH...
63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
me? Sarcasm? NO!
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
nah
65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
personality,funny,cute,good hearted,lil bit of a bad boy,keep me on my toes.....
66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
sUra, S to the D (from Bec),Surny
67. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
I dont know, maybe
68. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOELACES WHEN YOU TAKE OFF YOUR SHOES?
somtimes...
69. DO YOU THINK THAT YOU HAVE STRONG POINTS?
deffinatly
70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
MinT ChocolAte ChiP, and Birthday cAke
71. What is your shoe size?
10 1/2
72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
PiNk DUH! ReD,and bright Turqoise
73. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
well 0 now, but I did have 7, yes Im a FrEaK
74. WHO DO YOU MISS MOST RIGHT NOW?
Ive been thinkin about this a lot lately,and again Id have to say Andrew
75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
sure
76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
The TV
77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
Taco
78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
JbB
79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
looks, then personality
80. DO YOU LOVE THE PERSON WHO POSTED THIS?
ShYEA * what would we do w/o BECCA??
81. HOW ARE YOU TODAY?
BuSy and drAined from FinALs
82. FAVORITE DRINK?
Pineapple Orange juice
83. FAVORITE ALCOHOLIC DRINK?
SmiRnOFf
84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
dont play anything, but FootBall
85. HAIR COLOR?
dArK BrOwn
86. EYE COLOR?
DaRk BrOwN
87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
no*
88. SIBLINGS?
HECK yeS, 3
89. FAVORITE MONTH?
December, and March
90. FAVORITE FOOD?
ah Egg Drop soup w/ rice, and Cheese Dip,Texas Cheese fries from Chedders
91. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
the GodFather 2 !
92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
Last day of school, and Christmas
93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Depends on who it is ..
94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Summers the best season, But I love winter clothes
* LeAve Me SoMe CoMmEnTs*
<3 xox <3
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[Tuesday
December 6th, 2005
7:59pm] |
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Well this weekend I stayed at school, YES I know its a miracle! haha * but I had a lot of fun !
Friday: Jessica and I went to the Choral Program cause she had to for a class, and I just wanted to listen. We got back and were getting ready to leave b/c we wanted somthin to do , I mean we got all ready and stuff but didnt have any plans! Then on our way out we saw Ashley and Michelle and they said there was a party later at Joey( the soccer boys) house! we still had a bunch of time before we were leavin for that .... so Jessica and I ran around, and Ryan called and so we went with him for a while* then we came back and waited on Michelle and Ashley to get ready and then Amanda came up and we all took a couple shots! At about 12 we left and went to Joey's IT WAS PACKED! so we stayed for awhile and then went to a guy named Charlie's house and Jessica and Amanda were TOTALLY plasterd! We ended up taking care of both of them till about 3 in the morning, then we left!Came back and went to BeD*
Saturday: Jessica and I both slept till about 1 and then went and ate lunch, then we went to check on Amanda and talk to Michelle and Ashley* later that day Michelle and Ashley left to go on their trip for New York! So Jess and I started to get ready and then went to Intermont to have some DrInKs before we left!There was like 10 of us so we split up in the cars and Me, Jess, Rica and Diamond rode to Gilligans together! My security guy Jason was there <3 and we danced our asses off! another GrEaT night!
Sunday: we just sorta laid around and got ready for classes on Monday !
* leave me some CoMmEnTs*
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[Sunday
December 4th, 2005
11:52pm] |
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if youd called yesterday - Julie Roberts |
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I dont think I would ever go back to HIM
of course there are still times when I believe
I would give just about anything for what we had,
the way he made me feel,the way we were,
as good as that all made me feel, I dont think I could
EVER go back to all the hurt that HE made me feel
hurt that will never go away, hurt that left a scar
ah useless update* just gettin some things off my mind* leave me some comments *
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[Monday
November 21st, 2005
12:05am] |
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Coldplay "Fix you" |
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I used to be in love with you,now I love you as a friend, because of all the things we shared, all the firsts and all the memories...I deffinatly still care for you and always will... Im sorry that you have takin my good hearted kidness as somthing else...I guess doing what I did just showed that I am the one that will always be there, even when afterwards,somtimes I have ask myself why, because of the responses I get back from you...
* I <3 all my friends * CrAzY weekend* update about that later*
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[Thursday
November 17th, 2005
6:49pm] |
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Friend Qoutes
*(.:*( I look at my friends )*:.)
)*:.) Then I look at me (.:*(
(.:*( Without my friends )*:.)
)*:.) Who would i Be (.:*(
(.:*( My friends.My sistaz )*:.)
)*:.)My shadow my world(.:*(
(.:*( Where would I be )*:.)
)*:.) Without my gurlz (.:*(
*A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words*
*-best friends are like the glue that holdz you together-
*when your falling apart*
*its times we`re so crazy so ppl think we`re high...(isnt that the truth Jb)
its times we`re so bored we laugh till we cry...
those inside jokes n` remember whens`...
no matter what we`ll always be-
*BEST FRIENDS*...
*True friends are the people that are there for you u n c o n d i t i o n a l l y. They are the people that -n-e-v-e-r- question you and support you n o m a t t e r what the circumstances are. They are the p e o p l e - w o r t h . l . i . v . i . n . g . f o r –
*when you cry, I cry, I cry along with you, when you smile, I smile, I smile along with you*
*Alyson,Jess,Ann, Becca, Brian, Brett, Kel, Brie,Steph* Yall are the best* I love you*<3*
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[Monday
November 14th, 2005
3:23pm] |
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Why do some people stop the conversation, or change it when you tell them the truth, are some people just that scared of it, maybe it just bothers them that they know you are right...
why run or turn away from the truth? I know its hard to face it, but its harder to run from it, because you have to face it sooner or later.
This just sprung in my mind today as I was talking to somone I used to know, and they just turned away from the conversation,said they had to go do somthing. I used to know this person very well and I know thats what he does when he just doesnt want, or know what to say, makes up an excuse.
anyways* THANK JCoLSaints that Im comin home this weekend, really ruff weekend* haha *I miss everyone soo much, I talked to Jess and Bec today on 3 way and they made me miss it even more* leave me some comments*
<3ya bunchies
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[Wednesday
November 9th, 2005
2:30pm] |
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well... I know I havnt had a real update in awhile... just really never feel like it...Ive been going to school, and then going home on the weekends, I guess I have a really bad case of being home sick lol * but here it goes...
CoLlEgE LiFe: Well it is alright right now, not great but not awful I dont guess. I have my ok days and my bad days. I just dont know where I want to be right now, I dont know where I want to be in my life, its just difficult to explain, I dont think I want to be living at home, but I dont really want to be here either. I miss all of my friends from home sooooo much, and I dont feel like I will ever meet people that will impact my life as much as them. Maybe I will get used to it here and eventually be happy, or not who knows, but I think it will all work out*
FrIeNdS: Like I said I am missing my friends from home sooooo much, but at least I get to see them on weekends, and those have been the best days since Ive been gone. My friends are awsome, and I htink I have the best in the world, yall are ALWAYS there to pick me up!
BoYs: hahahahahahahaha* just let me laugh first off! I have come to the conclusion there are NONE at VI for me. Plus I think im just stuck on those Wise county boys lol* Of course there is ONE that has been on my mind A LOT lately,he makes me all SMILES, but I will just keep that to myself* but I guess I will just take it easy and let things happen the way they are supposed to *
AnYwaYs... I will update about last weekend at home...
Friday I left school , and went home to get ready* I went to the game and sat with Alyson* It was a good game, we lost but I am proud of our boys , they still did good* After the game I went to the HS, and talked to Cody and Brian for a few, then I just went to the HH alone, and talked to Tiff and Demaris. I saw Jason Neeley for like the first time in FOREVER so I we went to McDonalds and he let me drive his NEW jeep liberty! YAY! haha* after that I went to BSG and headed out to Franklin's barn and talked for a lil while.
Saturday: ended up layin around for freekin ever* but it was great... I never get to do that ...Finally when I got out of the house I went to get Steph M , and we went to lil mexico and met Meg, JB, and Becca! haha we had a GREAT time! After that we were on our way to meet Holly in East stone, and I got a phone call from Brian, so Steph and I went to get him in Appy, and we rode around for awhile, then went to east stone w/ the rest of the crew and chatted for awhile...then we all decided it was time to head to appy again. We all met at the Appco and saw JOHNNY FUGATE fly by *lol* so we followed, sombody had caught a corn stalk on fire in town * haha * so we went by a couple of times, then I took Brian back to Heathers, and Steph and I went to BSG to get some gas. about 2 I went home*
oh, lemme make this C L E A R to some one....MIND your OWN bussiness..
well thats it for this entry! Leave me some comments BiZZZZZZZZaCtH* ;P
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[Tuesday
October 25th, 2005
2:44pm] |
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!I LOVE this song ! Its kinna sad, but I think a lot of us know what its talkin about!
LOOK AT THIS PHOTOGRAPH
Every time I do it makes me laugh
HOW DID OUR EYES GET SO RED? (haha)
And what the hell is on Joey’s head?
This is where I grew up
I think the present owner fixed it up
I never knew we ever went without
The second floor is hard for sneakin’ out
This is where I went to school
Most of the time had better things to do
Criminal record says I broke in twice
I must’ve done it half a dozen times
I wonder if it’s too late
Should I go back and try to graduate
Life’s better now than it was back then
If I was them, I wouldn’t let me in
Every memory of looking out the back door
I had the photo album spread out on my bedroom floor
It’s hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say
It’s time to say it
Goodbye, Goodbye
Remember the old arcade
Blew every dollar that we ever made
The cops hated us hangin’ out
They say somebody went and burned it down
We used to listen to the radio
And sing along with every song we’d know
We said someday we’d find out how it feels
To sing to more than just the steering wheel
Kim’s the first girl I kissed
I was so nervous that I nearly missed
She’s had a couple of kids since then
I haven’t seen her since God knows when
I MISS THAT TOWN
I MISS THEIR FACES
You can’t erase
You can’t replace it
I MISS IT NOW
I CANT BELIEVE IT
SO HARD TO STAY
TOO HARD TO LEAVE IT
IF I COULD RELIVE THOSE DAYS
I know the one thing that would never change
Look at this photograph
Every time I do it makes me laugh
Every time I do it makes me
GeT@ME
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[Wednesday
October 12th, 2005
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I was sittin in my roomates car earlier tonight and started thinking about a couple of my friends ...
1st: Andrea... we have been friends for a long time, and have been threw a lot , and I think that you have tought me to be strong, like you, not to take crap, and of course to party lol* and is AlWaYs there... I love ya !
2nd: Jess... I love ya hun, our talks,the boys we love(fuck it), the best times ever, we AlWaYs have the best talks, your also always there for me * ShYEA *
3rd: Baber 47... Great to talk to!I think you have heard about anything and everything that I have to complain about * haha* oNe of my best guy friends and thank goodness you are prolly ganna come to college with me next year! love ya B
well thats it, yeah I know I updated 2 times in one day, but I was just thinkin about stuff today !
*Leave me some*
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[Tuesday
October 11th, 2005
2:49pm] |
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Well its been a really long while since my last actual update! A lot of things have changed for me, but then there are some that deffinatly havnt*
Im in College at Virginia Intermont, and have been for about a month & 1/2.I am really starting to enjoy it I guess, College is soo much different! I miss all my friends at home, and hangin out, but you always have to move on* But there is still that un-wanted drama in my life, ya know I try to be a good person and be friends with people, and I think that I forgive people way to soon... but thats just me I guess, I really am a nice person, but people are entitled to their own opinions....But life all around is getting better for me I guess, and I am enjoying my first semester of College, and my roomate and I are becoming pretty good friends...
The last weekend was pretty fun, Friday I met everybody at the HS after the game, and me, Lu, and Morgan went to the HH and thats where everybody was...then took Morgan to Inman, then Lu and I went home. Saturday I got up EARLY and met Alyson at the Appco and we went to the UVA-wise homecoming game! it was pretty fun, even tho they lost and we bout froze to death *lol* after that we went and ate at Nuts Grill in Wise then went back to Appy, later I met up with Jess and we went to Hollys , then got becca, and we all went to P's for a while ! it was pretty fun! then I stayed at Jess's Sunday night Me, Jess, and Chris Bush hung round appy and watched TV... then Monday morning I came back to school!
Word of the day: Karma- a belief that the way you treat others will come back to you.
*well everybody leave me some comments*
<3Sara<3
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[Monday
October 3rd, 2005
11:21pm] |
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*When a GIRL is quiet, Millions of things are running in her mind.
*When a GIRL is not arguing, She is thinking deeply.
*When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions, She is wondering how long you will be around.
*When a GIRL answers "i'm fine" after a few seconds, She is not at all fine.
*When a GIRL stares at you, She is wondering why you are lying.
*When a GIRL lays on your chest, She is wishing for you to be hers forever.
*When a GIRL calls you everyday, She is seeking for your attention.
*When a GIRL wants to see you everyday, She wants to be pampered.
*When a GIRL says I love you, She means it.
*When a GIRL says that she can't live without you, She has made up her mind that you are her future.
*When a GIRL says "i miss you", No one in this world can miss you more than that..
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[Thursday
September 1st, 2005
12:08am] |
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>>>>>>>>Be The Girl<<<<<<<<<<
You look at me
Curious what I'm made of
Sugar or steam
And what kind of man I love
What I believe
What I know and what I crave
All my pet peeves
Where I've shed and when I stain
Do you know
Cause I'm not here to be around
And be that girl that you forget about
Cause all I want is just to be a song
That you can feel longer than just right now
So come on baby let me be the girl
That you can count on to rock your world
And then you'll see there's so much more than curves
And then you'll see that you and me belong
Do you know my vice
And how to get under my skin
Just what I like
And where I want you to begin
Do you know my middle name
And where I'm sensitive the most
That each night I pray
And do you think I fit that mold
Do you know
Cause I'm not here to be around
And be that girl that you forget about
Cause all I want is just to be a song
That you can feel longer than just right now
So come on baby let me be the girl
That you can count on to rock your world
And then you'll see there's so much more than curves
And then you'll see that you and me belong
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[Thursday
August 18th, 2005
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....Work was soo Sl()w today, and so I was just sitting there thinking about all my friends at home, the memories, and all the the people I will miss seeing...
*Jess,C()dy, Kelly,Dustin M,Andrew, and I - the bowlling alley, the boys jumping out of the car!"...OMG he just lost his sh()e..."
* Jess Andrew and I hangin at Jess's and the Carter house *
* Jess- Me and you at Football , and Basket ball pracitces ! haha * Me you, Cody and andrew at the HH afterwards* Pr()m night! the Wafle house* " DID YOU SEE THAT ? I JUST GOT TATERS in my BOOBS" Me, You, Cody, and Andrew before football games hangin at the house * and PIZZA HUT*
* Cody, Andrew, Jess , Holly and I at the corn maze when it WASNT open* haha
* hangin at Bretts, and all our good talks*
* Andi, Brett and I playin football under the bridge b/c we wanted to be diff.*
* Tiff, and Meg- MRS. Hall, L()ve Ya BitChes*
* Tiff, Sable and Lu- good times in the lunch line * lol*
* EVERYBODY on Grad. night - Tryin to all fit in Derricks Blazer,what were we thinking?? haha * " the Pep Pe"
*ANN- the ReDnEcKs, the parties, almost getting arrested, and the MoUnTaInS " ....knuck if you buck..."lol*
* Baber and Brett- Watchin Aurthur and dollar menu chicken sandwich with mayo and catsup * haha *
* me and Jess dont even play when it comes to tan for a dollar days * "pick me pick me"
* Lu- stayin out till 2 , then gettin grounded *
* Andrew C.- "....the devil is everywhere..." -Freak show(randy) lol*
* Kell and Brie- GREAT times, Christmas shopping and golden China "...stay black..."
*Baber, Josh and I - Pizza hut, pickin up that girl and takin her to APpy*
* Chanta- INMAN " the vIlL"
* allyson and Monica - good times in Deleware, and the red hat society *
I love you all soo much, and thank you for all the good times you brought to my senior year *
*xoxo*
Leave me some comments *
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[Saturday
August 6th, 2005
6:59pm] |
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MaRiAh CaReY "Shake It off"
I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby and that means I gotta
Shake you off
By the time you get this message
It's gonna be too late
So don't bother paging me
Cause I'll be on my way
See I grabbed all my diamonds and clothes
Just ask your mama she knows
You're gonna miss me, baby
Hate to say I told you so
Well at first I didn't know
But now it's clear to me
You would cheat with all your freaks
And lie compulsively
So I packed up my Louis Vuitton
Jumped in your ride and took off
You'll never ever find a girl
Who loves you more than me
[chorus]
I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciates all the love I give
Boy, I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby, and that means I gotta
Shake you off
[bridge]
I gotta shake, shake, shake, shake, shake it off [repeat]
I found out about a gang
Of your dirty little deeds
With this one and that one
By the pool, on the beach, in the streets
Heard y'all was
Hold up, my phone's breakin' up
I'ma hang up and call the machine right back
I gotta get this off of my mind
You wasn't worth my time
So, I'm leaving you behind
Cause I need a real love in my life
Save this recording because
I'm never coming back home
Baby, I'm gone
Don't cha know
[chorus]
I gotta shake you off
Cause the loving ain't the same
And you keep on playing games
Like you know I'm here to stay
I gotta shake you off
Just like the Calgon commercial
I really gotta get up outta here
And go somewhere
I gotta shake you off
Gotta make that move
Find somebody who
Appreciated all the love I give
Boy, I gotta shake you off
Gotta do what's best for me
Baby, and that means I gotta
Shake you off
Julie Roberts " If youd Called yesterday"
I'll admit it got to me
Hearing your voice on my machine
It took all I had to just let you talk
And not pick up where we left off
Chorus:
Every night since your goodbye
I hit my knees and close my eyes
And I pray that you'd come back
Too many tears washed out that bridge
You wanna cross, but baby, it's too late for that
Last night would've been a different story
But the morning sun must've done something for me
Cause I bet I'd gone the other way
If you'd called yesterday
If you'd called yesterday
This victory runs bitter sweet
Through the heart and soul of me
But I sip my coffee and watch the sun rise
Makin its way to a bluer sky
Chorus:
Every night since your goodbye
I hit my knees and close my eyes
And I pray that you'd come back
Too many tears washed out that bridge
You wanna cross, but baby, it's too late for that
Last night would've been a different story
But the morning sun must've done something for me
Cause I bet I'd gone the other way
If you'd called yesterday
If you'd called yesterday
Last night would've been a different story
But the morning must've done something for me
Cause I bet I'd gone the other way
If you'd called yesterday
If you'd called yesterday
If you'd called yesterday
*UPDATE*
Its so BeAuTiFuL here, I got to go out on the ocean today , it was wonderful* I wish I could share this with my friends *
anyways* haha I thought about this today while I was watching Laguna Beach, they had this silly lil thing on the screen before it came on that said , all people, stories, and yes all the drama is real .. lol*
they think that is drama, I think they need to follow me home and see all the stupid ass drama that will be awaiting me lol * but its cool, I do BITE back!
CaNt WaiT to GeT HoME * Im lookin forward to hangin with some people, you know who you are...
I miss everyone soo much * well only about 2 weeks * XOXO*
Leave me some comments Bitches * haha *
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[Saturday
July 23rd, 2005
1:16pm] |
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...think of all the good times, how happy we were...
...Listen to your heart<3...
*here at the beach* Not an acutal update but leave me some comments*
LoVeS Ya * ;)
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